Thursday, September 25, 2008

1-0-1 questions!

took this from Candied_Rabbit, who did it for -SQUEE- Momiji!!! Read the blog it's awesome.
1. What is your full name? Do you have a nickname?
Kiyoko Matsuoka. Most people call me Kiyo~

2. How old are you? When is your birthday?
I'm 12, but soon I'll be 13. Feb 28- I was nearly a leap year baby!

3. Where were you born? Where do you live now? Are you patriotic?
I was born in Wichita, Kansas- you don't get to know where I live now! (Though you could probably get Jet to tell you for a cookie. -.-) Eh, I like Japan more than here. *laughs* I feel like America's royally screwed. I've never been to Japan, by the way, but I REALLY want to.

4. Who are/were your parents? (Names, occupations, personalities, etc.)
Mum and Da. *secretive* Mum's an associate pastor, Da's a high school Algebra teacher.

5. Do you have any siblings? What are/were they like?
I have a brother. His name is Jacob, but I call him Ryuu. Ever see the kid kicking himself in the head for a minute, possibly earning the world record? It's on youtube. I'll wait.

That's him.

6. What is your occupation?
Student! But I want a job, I need money for Anime Conventions and whatnot.

7. How tall are you? How much do you weigh?
I'm 5'4", tall for my age comparitively. I weigh somewhere around 118.

8. What color is your hair? What color are your eyes?
I've got this honey-brown type color hair. I'll have to get it cut soon, I wonder if I can get it cut to look like Rin's... My eyes are blue-grey, but some people say they're blue-green. Either way, they look really serious most the time. Even when I'm kidding around.

9. What is your race?
My main line is German, but I've got a LOT of background.

10. To which social class do you belong?
Middle class, I guess. We're not poor, but not rich either.

11. Do you consider yourself to be attractive? Do others?
I don't consider myself attractive, but a lot of people comment on my eyes, how beautiful they are and such. So I guess other people do.

12. What is your style of dress?
I like to wear black, and things that keep me warm. My new fav peice of clothing is my brown hoodie-sweater.

13. Do you have any scars? Tattoos? Birthmarks? Other unique physical features?
Not really, except for this random pockmark right on the bridge of my nose from when I had the chickenpox.

14. Do you have any allergies, diseases, or other physical weaknesses?
I'm a diabetic, I have hypothyroidism, and I'm a technogeek. The last one DOES count, cause it means I'm really un-athletic.

15. Are you right- or left-handed?
Right-handed, like my boys. *grins at Kiba and Momiji*

16. What does your voice sound like?
It's kinda low- I can't sing very high without practicing a couple times first. Whatever language attempt, I have an accent.

17. What kind of vocabulary do you use?
I use a higher vocabulary than other people my age. I wrote an Artemis Fowl fanfic, and someone said "You really talk like Artemis Fowl! Nice Job!" I thought, "I do?"

18. List three quirks or other defining characteristics.
1. I tend to be quiet in public, but with friends I'm much more energetic.
2. I'm VERY fangirlish. I have a couple Anime crushes, but no real life ones.
3. I RPG half my life. Sometimes in my head, sometimes with friends.

19. How often do you bathe? Do you wear perfumes?
I bathe every day, wash my hair every two days. It keeps my hair from drying out. I don't wear perfumes.

20. What kind of facial expression do you commonly wear (dour glare, wry smile, etc)?
Small smile, small frown, depending on my mood.

21. Do you use body language? How?
I look really shy. *laughs* When I'm angry, you can tell it when you look at me, unless I've slid my "blank Kiyo" face on.

22. Do you have a commonly used saying?
Not really.

23. What is your earliest memory?
Um, probably when I got a new bed. I was 4. I've gotten a new one since then.

24. How much schooling have you had? Did you enjoy it?
I'm a 7th grader in middle school. I generally like school. But I don't really like classes. *laughs* Weird, I know.

25. Where did you learn most of your knowledge and skill?
Ryuu, my friends, and school.

26. How would you describe your childhood in general?
Pretty cool, except the diabetes thing.

27. As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up?
Vet, various other animal type things.

28. When and with whom was your first kiss?
I haven't, not yet.

29. Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity?
*Insane blush but proud demeanor* I'm still a virgin, and plan to be for a long time! Until I meet my soulmate!

30. Do you have a notorious or celebrated ancestor? Does that affect you?
One of them was on the Mayflower...

31. What do you consider the most important event of your life so far?
Meeting Sasa, meeting Kuroda-kun.

32. What do you consider your greatest achievement?
Being a good friend. Yuppers.

33. What is your greatest regret?
I have no regrets- life and love, I have both in great fortune.

34. What is the most embarrassing or shameful thing ever to happen to you?
I don't know...

35. Do you have any secrets? If so, what are they?
Secrets are secret. Duh. But obviously, I do. I mean, everyone does, right? Here's one I really don't care about- I don't pay attention in Gym, because there's this really cute guy named Stephen who sits near me. He has the coolest eyes. But he doesn't measure up to- *blushes profusely* MOMIJI! I was going to say Momiji, yeah... *winks* There's secret #2, who I really was going to say.

36. What is the most evil thing you have ever done?
I have thought of ways to kill annoying people, I readily admit it.

37. When was the time you were the most frightened?
The first day of middle school. I had no friends around me (Jet isn't in any of my classes) and I barely knew where I was going.

38. Have you ever traveled outside of your country? If so, to where?
Nope. But I really want to go to Japan!~ Japan is THE best country- all the good animes come from there!

39. What is your alignment?
...alignment?

40. Are you basically optimistic or pessimistic?
Generally optimistic with pessimistic undertones.

41. Do you believe in a god? If so, which one and why?
Um... I do. Christian, cause I was raised that way. But, um, don't tell mum? I swear more often by the Goddess of the Tortall series, because the people in that series are more like me than any human I've ever met.

42. Do you believe in an afterlife?
I think so. I hope so. My heaven is not clouds, by the way. It's a forest filled with animals that I can speak to. I enjoy speaking to animals, sometimes I think they understand.

43. What is your greatest fear?
People forgetting about me. "Nothingness" terrifies me, just like Ayame. Creepy thought- I share something with Ayame!

44. What makes you angry? Sad? Happy? Why?
Angry- my friends being hurt.
Sad- life. (no, really. But I'm not emo, I just happen to be in a ditch lately.)
Happy- Watching FB, read FB, reading Manga, etc. If it has to do with Anime or Japan, I'm on it!

45. Do you think people are basically good or basically evil?
Good! Even people who act bad have good sides. <-- takin' one from Miji-san here.

46. What are your views on politics? Religion? Sex?
I don't think about any of those. The first? I'm a kid. The second? Let people do what they want, I'm no dictator. The third? I'm not a pervert!

47. What are your views on gambling, lying, theft, and killing?
Gambling? Be careful with it. But I like Poker too. Lying? Nessecery, at times. I'm a repetitive liar. Theft? Are you Robin Hood? Those types of thing matter. Rich people don't need to steal- hobos and poor people sometimes have to not to starve. Killing? Ok, no defense on that one. Killing is wrong. No dead bodies, plz.

48. How far will you go to defend your beliefs?
Which ones?

49. How much do you value money?
...I like money. I'd like to have enough money to buy all my friends big gifts at christmas. And a lot of merchandise. Yeah.

50. In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do?
There's no ranking system, in my opinion. (yeah, a lot of my answers sound like Miji-sans. Sue me.)

51. Do you believe in self-sacrifice for the greater good?
Yeah, if I don't die from it. Maybe I WOULD die for it, if it was good enough.

52. Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love?
YES!

53. Are you superstitious?
Yeah, I am. See: Princess Anne.

54. How much do you respect the beliefs and opinions of others?
A lot, usually. If it's something like "to be beautiful, you have to kill young women" then nooooo. That doesn't count. See: Countess Bathory, "Maiden of the Wolf".

55. How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings?
...closed.

56. Do you have any biases or prejudices?
Hehe... kinda.

57. Who is the most important person in your life, and why?
...Kuroda-kun. He doesn't even know it, but if he was gone... oh man, I'm gonna cry if I continue that. *grins*

58. Who is the person you respect the most? Despise the most? Why?
I respect Sempai and I respect Ryuu. They are the wisest people I know, and I admire them greatly. I despise... almost second person I meet. They either appear empty-headed, or arrogant, etc.

59. Do you have a significant other? Who?
Do Anime charecters count?

60. Do you have a lot of friends? Who is your best friend?
I have around 7 friends who are close to me. My best friend... probably Jet-san!

61. How do you relate to members of the same race? Class? Sex?
I hardly talk, regardless of any of those.

62. How do you relate to members of a different race? Class? Sex?
Race and class doesn't really matter to me, just like I said above. But if a boy I think is cute talks to me about anything more personal than a question about claas/home work, I'll admit it- I'll run.

63. Have you ever been in love? If so, describe what happened.
*face sets*
The first time, we parted mutually. I was leaving for a different school- we haven't talked since. I've seen him since, though, and he doesn't even recognize me. It's better that way.
The second time, I had a GIANT crush on the boy. I don't know where he went, but he moved halfway through the year. I nearly had a prejudice on Katrina cause she replaced him. I was heartbroken. I'd still like to know where he is.
The third, we became friends, never boyfriend-girlfriend (even though we both had a crush on each other- go figure). Yes, that was Kuroda.
The fourth treated me like a jerk when I told him. He has apoligized, and I said I wasn't mad anymore- a beautifully done lie, but a lie all the same. I still want revenge for all those sleepless nights.

64. What do you look for in a potential lover?
You mean boyfriend/significant other, right? I had a dream, long ago. He had dark hair, and tanned skin. I'm still waiting for him. In that dream... that was the most love I've EVER felt.

65. How close are you to your family?
VERY close. Ryuu and me almost never fight, and all of us cousins and such get along pretty well, when we DO see each other.

66. Do you want a marriage, family, and/or children?
Marriage and Family? Possibly. But I definitely want a child. If I never marry, I'll adopt.

67. Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict?
What's the issue? There are some I readily concede, others I'll go into a full on rage to get my way. *laughs* I can be very stubborn.

68. Are you a listener or a talker?
Definitely a listener!

69. How long does it usually take for you to trust others?
It takes me a while to warm up to people- Sasa can tell you that. I was VERY cautious, when I first met her, but if you have persistance, you can get to the real me. If your persistance isn't annoying, that is.

70. Do you hold grudges?
Yup.

71. Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations?
No way!

72. Do you like interacting with large groups of people?
It depends who's in the group.

73. How well do you express yourself?
Not very well, I'm afraid!

74. How quickly do you judge others?
Pretty quickly, but my opinion changes over time.

75. Do you care what others think of you?
Who are these "others"? Are they people I want as friends?

76. Do you have any enemies? How or why are they your enemy?
No "enemies", persay- but if I continue to be so sarcastic, I may gain some!

77. What is your favorite pasttime? Color? Food? Possession?
Internet; green; Spaghetti; Senri-bear!

78. What are your preferences in arts and/or entertainment?
Oldies for music, or gothish music. I like manga and anime, and love Monty Python's Spamalot. Um, I draw some, too. I guess.

79. Do you smoke, drink, go whoring, or use drugs? Why or why not?
No, no, HELL no, and no. Unless insulin for my diabetes counts. Why not? Because those things are BAD!

80. How do you spend a typical Saturday night?
Internet. TOTAL technogeek.

81. What is your most cherished fantasy?
Um, I don't know... but I wouldn't share it with just anyone! ><

82. How long is your attention span?
It's pretty short! *laughs*

83. Do you laugh a lot? What do you find funny?
I laugh a lot. I love Jet's antics- they're what make me laugh the most. So does Momiji, and when anything out of the ordinary happens that's crazy.

84. Is there anything that shocks or offends you? If so, what?
I can't understand it when people are mean just because they can. It always kind of scares me.
^ another one from Miji-san. ^

85. How do you deal with stress?
I nearly faint, on occasion. It gives me a headache, so I go lie down.

86. How much athletic ability do you have? Artistic?
I have agility, but no actual athletic ability. I can draw pretty well, though.

87. Do you like animals? Do you like children?
I LOVE animals. I like them more than people. I preFER them over people. I also like little kids.

88. Are you spontaneous, or do you always need to have a plan?
Pretty spontaneous.

89. What are your pet peeves?
Girly girls, for one. "Omg! Did you hear what happened to ?!?!" Omg! Did I tell you? I freaking don't care.

90. What is your greatest strength as a person? Weakness?
I have a deep maternal instinct. This will be both my greatest strength AND probably my downfall.

91. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
I'd make myself less anti-social. No, that defines me, nevermind. I'd learn how to say what people want to hear, so that I stop causing random pauses in the conversation after I speak.

92. Are you generally introverted or extroverted?
Introverted.

93. Do you like yourself?
Contrary to popular belief, yes.

94. Do you have a daily routine? How do you feel if your day is interrupted?
I don't really have a routine.

95. What goal do you most want to accomplish in the next six months? Your lifetime?
Not die by the end of the school year. In my life, I want to raise a daughter.

96. Where do you see yourself in 5 years? 10 years? 20 years?
In 5 years, I'll be in high school... right? 10, probably in a vet practice somewhere. 20, smiling at my daughter/son.

97. If you could choose, how would you want to die?
In my sleep.

98. What is the one thing you would like to be remembered for after your death?
A motherly girl who loved and was loved. Can ya'll remember that? *grins*

99. What three words would you use to best describe your personality?
Shy, sweet, and thoughtful.

100. What three words would others probably use to describe you?
Who're you asking? It really REALLY varies.

101. Why are you risking your life to adventure?
...have I ever?

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Kiyo-ology (Kiyology?)

Stolen from Ashiato!~ Who stole it from fullmoonangel417890 who stole it from SuperGirlKatty,who stole it from Kyawi!! It's encouraged that you all steal this & put it onYOUR blog's as well!!
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Let others know a little more about yourself, repost "(your name)OLOGY"
Q: What is your salad dressing of choice?
A: Ceaser, or Blue Cheese

Q: What is your favorite fast food restaurant?
A: Burger King!

Q: What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
A: CHINA STAR FTW

Q: On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant?
A: ...percent?

Q: What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of it?
A: Lo Mein, I'm a total Chinese Food addict.

Q: What are your pizza toppings of choice?
A: Chicken and BBQ sauce.

Q: What do you like to put on your toast?
A.: Grape Jelly or Peaaaaaanut Butter~

TECHNOLOGY
Q: What is your wallpaper on your computer?
A: Husky!~

Q: How many televisions are in your house?
A: ...2?

BIOLOGY
Q: Are you right-handed or left-handed?
A: Right-Handed

Q: Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
A: ...no?

Q: What is the last heavy item you lifted?
A: I don't remember, but it was BIG.

Q: Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
A: Don't...I... wish.

BULLOLOGY
Q: If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
A: Nah.

Q: If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
A: Kiyoko! Yes, Kiyoko isn't my real name, but don't I wish!~ (I say that alot...)

Q: What color do you think looks best on you?
A: Hehe, brown. Or black. But other people say green and blue.

Q: Have you ever swallowed a non-food item by mistake?
A: All the time, actually. I'm a real spaz!

Q: Have you ever saved someones life?
A: Not yet!

Q: Has someone ever saved yours?
A: ...Not yet!

DAREOLOGY
Q: Would you kiss a member of the same sex for $100?
A: Who is this person? Cause if it's some random weirdo, no! If it's a friend who ALSO gets a $100, then heck yeah!

Q: Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000?
A: ...Is there numbing stuff and painkillers involved?

Q: Would you never blog again for $50,000?
A: I like my blog! So... I don't know!

Q: Would you pose naked in a magazine for $250,000?
A: HECK. NO.

Q: Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1,000?
A: Um, no.

Q: Would you, without fear of punishment, take a human's life for $1,000,000?
A: Murder is baaaaaaaaaaad.

...who would I get to kill?

DUMBOLOGY
Q: What is in your left pocket?
A: Nothing.

Q: Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good movie?
A: Didn't see it.

Q: Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?
A: Yes.

Q: Do you sit or stand in the shower?
A: Both, depending on how tired I am.

Q: How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
A: Zero! I hate them!

Q: Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
A: None, though I would LOVE to be on the scene at a cops filming. I would also like to be at a Cheaters filming and a What Not to Wear filming, for the record.

Q: What do you want to be when you grow up?
A:I have a lot of ideas.

Q: Who is number 1 on your top 8?
A: Myspace is evil, as is Facebook.

LASTOLOGY
Q: Friend you talked to?
A: Jet-san.

Q: Last person who called you?
A: No one calls me, we IM.

Q: Person you hugged?
A: Probably Jet-san.

FAVORITOLOGY
Q: Number?
A: 42

Q: Season?
A: Fall

CURRENTOLOGY
Q: Missing someone?
A: ...totally... *eyes mist over*

Q: Listening to?
A: Scrubs!

Q: Watching?
A: Scrubs!

Q: Worrying about?
A: A lot.

RANDOMOLOGY
Q: First place you went this morning?
A: Dining room

Q: What can you not wait to do?
A: See the one I miss... *eyes mist over AGAIN*

Q: Do you smile often?
A: I think so!

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: I try to be, but I'm so shy!

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Yay I get STUFF! :D

Ok, so every once in a while, this girl in my church will give me clothes she's outgrown. Today was one of those days. She's very stylish, so I enjoy these presents. I'll update later when I get a chance to open it, right now I have to go to church. Tee Hee, I love STUFF!

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Call it what you want...

...why do I feel like I've done something horribly wrong? It's this constant pressure, the same feeling I have everytime I know I need to apoligize. It's also in the fact that Hana hasn't talked to me in a few days, Sasa hasn't for a while (though she did talk to me today) and Sempai hasn't talked to me since last night, even though I saw him on today. I've got a bad feeling, like I've disgraced myself somehow and need to dig myself out of this hole.

... *insert terrified shriek here* Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy? Why THIS soundtrack?! *Throws off headphones* That demoralized me practicly into the negatives! "One of Us" from the Lion King 2: Ever heard it? You know how sometimes things sound different when your nervous, frightened, subconciously feeling something, etc? Well, suddenly all of the voices singing "One of Us" turned into my friends (see above, plus Jet and Kisa). Dissaproving, angry, hating- I deserve it, certainly, but I don't think they would do that.

Have I ever told anyone what my greatest fear is? Yes, say it with me: People ignoring and hating me. How often, before I met those 5 (Sempai, Sasa, Kisa, Hana, and Jet, for those with counting issues) did I feel mute, reaching out to someone who wasn't there? And how often, in these past few weeks, have I waited by my laptop with bated breath, waiting for one of them to come back so I could be heard again? Soon, I might go almost silent, only able to talk to them.

Kiyo shouldn't afflict her presence on people.
Kiyo should stick to her animals.
Kiyo does not deserve people.
So why does she insist on trying?

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Sickly Little Kiyo~

Ok, so I've had a cold, and I blamed that for my tiredness and stuff. But ooooooooooh, no! I can't be normal and have a cold. Well, I DO have a cold, but that's not all! I also have Hypothyroidism. (Bolded and italicized for it's spiffy medical-ness). Now I have to take a pill every morning. Yay for me. Also, I have to do more bloodwork next month to make sure if it's the right dose. We can only assume that if it's not, I have to get my bloodwork done aGAIN a month from then to see if THAT amount is working. I didn't like it the first time; I'll demand out of school for a week if I have to do it again. Though I have to admit, the people in the Lab were amusing- one went off about the bogeyman, and then the other said "Don't worry about it, I'm gonna do your bloodwork, not her- she crazy."

You had to be there.

The point is, this makes me feel very sickly, even though I'm really not. Yes, I'm blatantly ignoring the fact that I've been out sick for about 1/3 of the school year so far.

So Hana, if I don't finish your present on time, I have an alibi for this one. This one.

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Dang Batcave!

Do you know what today is?
Correct: Sunday.
Do you know where I am?
Church, 30-45 mins away from home.
Do you know why I am apalled?
I cannot use my laptop here. That means no internet access in the Batcave, aka the Youth Room, where I often hang out because it is very cave like. (no, seriously- one of the walls is made of really hard dirt and big rocks! :D) Also, even though when DA'S here, he manages to find internet on his 'older-than-mine' laptop, as soon as I turn MINE on, -bang- no wireless. So I'm stuck without chat, without internet gaming, and with only spore and a few already downloaded games while Mum uses the computer. (Mum isn't here right now, so I get to use -oh sarcastic yay- her desktop. I hate desktops. Why should I have to sit stiffly at a desk when I could be in a comfy bowl chair. Yeah, there are moon chairs here. Do you see why I resent this accursed desktop/plug-in internet combo yet? It's because it's another days worth of sitting at a desk. Just like school. Except here I can play Castle Defense whenever I want, should I ever want to. Something my English teacher doesn't like us doing.

Rant over, Kiyo out.

Friday, September 12, 2008

Wow it's been a while...

With school *cough* and lazyness *cough* and all, I haven't updated recently. Whoops. I have two new favorite songs: "Never had a dream come true" and "Wouldn't it be good". When I hear the chorus of "Wouldn't it be good" I can't help of thinking of the enternal Kyo-Yuki fight.

Wouldn't it be good to be in your shoes?
Even if it was for just one day!
Wouldn't it be good if we could wish ourselves away...

Wouldn't it be good to be on your side?
The grass is always greener over there!
Wouldn't it be good if we could live without a care...

Mm-hm! Doesn't that sound like them? Also, I remember a song. It was about (or at least, had in it) a tiger in a cage, and an angel with a silver sword. *laughs* The way I say it, it sounds like a folk song! But it isn't, I swear! Um, I think it's by Jimmy Buffet... if anyone knows said song, PLEASE tell me, I love that song! But I can't remember much of it, so I'll look like a lunatic if I try to ask Da with only those two pieces of info. I had more... but I forgot it. I'll remember later, though~

Oh yeah! I now read Tokyo Mew Mew (which I keep trying to spell "Tyoko". No clue on that one.) But I had more than that, I think. Oh well!

Edit: The song is 'Pacing the Cage', by Jimmy Buffet. Incidentally, there are no tigers. Simply cages.

Monday, September 1, 2008

Lil' Mud, I choose you!

I can't play Pokemon like normal people, oh no. Most people find it a fun game and just play it when they feel like it. But when they turn the game off, they don't think about their pokemon. I care about my little babies. When I lost my Sapphire version, I ran around for three days going "LIL MUD! OH MY GOD, WHERE ARE YOU?! MY BABYYYYYYY!" And I looked EVERYWHERE for it. Well, I recently found a long abandoned backpack down in my basement, one I thought we had thrown out long ago. Lo and behold, my sapphire version. I swear you could've heard my voice in at least a mile radius: LIL MUD! YOU'RE HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOME!

As well as Lil Mud, my beloved Level 70 Swampert, I also have:
Zelle, Level 70 Espeon
Aiolos, Level 71 Latios
Icewing, Level 72 Articuno
Gaia, Level 70 Celebi
Water Fall, Level 57 Kyogre
Myst, Level 77 Suicune

You may wonder, "Holy crud- did she actually sit that long playing this game?!" Haha, NO. I went to the Pokemon convention that came near us, you know, the one for the 10th anniversary? Yeah, that one. So That's where I got Zelle, Aoilos, Icewing, Gaia, and Myst. When I got them, they were all level 70. I've been training them. Except Gaia. He can kinda freak me out. Zelle just is being annoying by leveling for me. But, of course, Lil Mud WAS my first pokemon on that game... every level was won with blood, sweat and tears. Now, even if he's not my best pokemon, he's still my most beloved. I love you, my little darling~

I'm also the one who wails when my pokemon faints, despite the many revives I carry all the time. Kiyo out~