My world whirls at a quicker pace than I can keep up with. How is one supposed to keep up? Simply, it's impossible.
You will always find people who tell you, "To say something is impossible means you are not trying," but that just isn't so. Sometimes, you HAVE to give up, and say, I'll try again later.
Ok, onto todays topic... bullying. I have a message for all those bullies out there, those I know and those I don't:
Do you feel better pushing me around? Do you feel good about yourself seeing me fall? Do you feel powerful when you see me lying in the dirt motionless? Do you rejoice in my... dying? Why?Why must you kill me to be happy? Why must you push me down, push me around until I can take no more? Moreover, why can't you see what you do is wrong? I demand an apology for what you've done- and you ask, "What did I do?"
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Monday, December 29, 2008
Kiyoko on Love
Today's topic is love. Such a broad topic.
PART I: Crushes
There comes a time when you realize: "Hey! This isn't a game!"
Ah, that double edged sword. You can take that simple statement many ways, but usually as one of two:
1. It's serious. And it is! But I'm not going to tell you to get married only for the sake of a legacy, hell no. But giving your love away to someone you don't actually love? Bad choice.
2. It's no time trial. That's what I'm really getting at. Love has no time limit. Earlier this evening, I was trying to think of ways to tell Kuroda I loved him without actually just going out and saying it. But then it dawned on me- I'll tell him when I tell him. It'll happen when it happens. Que sera, sera. I don't have to force myself to tell him- he wouldn't like that, either. He likes me for me, and he's one of the only ... 8? Maybe 9, who do. I have other friends, yes. But what THEY see is a dumbed down version of Kiyo- one who does NOT role play, one who is ABSOLUTELY normal, one who isn't even Kiyoko Matsuoka. They see the cold shadow of what I once was. Back on topic though, Kuroda was the first to crack through that shell. When I had a crush on Michael, I downplayed my true self. (This was a year before I met Kuroda, don't worry.) I tried to be cute, girly, like the popular kids. I wanted to be someone he would like. Not so with Kuroda. For some reason, I felt shy around him. Where I was bold with everyone, and I mean EVERYONE, else, my voice grew quiet around him, I blushed easy and looked down alot, I even stuttered. When it came to ask partners for the Virginia Reel, I had to send a note through a friend. When he replied yes, my heart soared. I kept the note for as long as possible. I ended up dancing with someone else, though. They decided to choose our partners for us. If they hadn't, would things have been different? I think so. No one can know for sure. For a while, we were awkward around each other. I don't remember when we became friends- all I remember is saying plaintively, "Your friend doesn't like me." He replied, "What?". I said, "Sebastian. He doesn't like me." He said something like, "Oh, yeah." (after my first comment, everything gets fuzzy, so I'm trying to remember here. I DO remember the other boy, and what happened that led up to him hating me, and Kurodas confusion over the whole bit). We talked about a lot. I remember being nervous- I was NEVER nervous! Nervous was tests, nervous was doing my first dive. Nervous was not boys my age! Somewhere, he mentioned, or perhaps referenced, Harry Potter. I pointed that out, and we started talking more easily, getting more and more comfortable. Sometime the next year, I went to his house. We walked through the woods near his house. He apologized repeatedly at first because of the roughness. When I nearly sliced his shoulder with my bow, he realized I liked the roughness, so to hell with apologizing for it. We both loved book charecters; he made no secret of his crush on Hermione, then Luna, then some girl from Eragon. I, in turn, loved Bobby Pendragon, Artemis Fowl, and Domitan of Masbolle.
So, to make a long story short, I thought I didn't love him anymore.
Fuck that.
I thought I loved a boy named Paul. I will NOT go into that story again right now. But I realized soon enough that, like Michael, I hid the true me around him. Unlike the laughing, "Sorry! Sorry!"'s that came with hanging out around Kuroda, I increasingly mumbled, "I'm sorry, I'll do better, I'm sorry." To this day, my mind has been warped. I cannot see him for long periods of time. If I do I get more and more nervous until I explode in anger, flee the room, or burst into tears.
The boy I thought was my knight turned out to be a highway charlatan; the boy who seemed like the peasant turned out to be a knight on a white horse. Just goes to show.
PART II: Anime/Manga
Like I said, my mind is warped. And it is. I'm not going to lie or dumb it down. I mix reality with fiction. I wake up in the middle of the night crying because one of my fake brothers (and often, bishies) isn't there. For the record, the best way to deal with that is to tell me whoever it is:
A. Is on vacation
B. Told you to tell me that they'd be back soon
C. Is right here, stupid (then hand me an object semi-passible for the person; a bunny plush for Momiji, something really hard and big for Al. Like I said, semi-passible works- I'm asleep, remember?)
D. Isn't here right now, but oh, hey- he left me something so I can be comfortable (Anything leather/psuedo leather for Haru, A vest or portable game system for Matt. Improvise!).
I have a deep bond with all of the anime charecters I specificly mark out. Here are a few (including how the heck I'm related to them):
Haru: Brother. Easy going with a strange temper, I have problems with my love life (Maybe I'm more Rin >.>)
Hikaru: Brother. Hot temper when it comes to the person I love, extremely childish when it comes to that person.
Kaoru: I like to talk things out.
I'll finish this later. Maybe. Possibly? Dunno.
PART I: Crushes
There comes a time when you realize: "Hey! This isn't a game!"
Ah, that double edged sword. You can take that simple statement many ways, but usually as one of two:
1. It's serious. And it is! But I'm not going to tell you to get married only for the sake of a legacy, hell no. But giving your love away to someone you don't actually love? Bad choice.
2. It's no time trial. That's what I'm really getting at. Love has no time limit. Earlier this evening, I was trying to think of ways to tell Kuroda I loved him without actually just going out and saying it. But then it dawned on me- I'll tell him when I tell him. It'll happen when it happens. Que sera, sera. I don't have to force myself to tell him- he wouldn't like that, either. He likes me for me, and he's one of the only ... 8? Maybe 9, who do. I have other friends, yes. But what THEY see is a dumbed down version of Kiyo- one who does NOT role play, one who is ABSOLUTELY normal, one who isn't even Kiyoko Matsuoka. They see the cold shadow of what I once was. Back on topic though, Kuroda was the first to crack through that shell. When I had a crush on Michael, I downplayed my true self. (This was a year before I met Kuroda, don't worry.) I tried to be cute, girly, like the popular kids. I wanted to be someone he would like. Not so with Kuroda. For some reason, I felt shy around him. Where I was bold with everyone, and I mean EVERYONE, else, my voice grew quiet around him, I blushed easy and looked down alot, I even stuttered. When it came to ask partners for the Virginia Reel, I had to send a note through a friend. When he replied yes, my heart soared. I kept the note for as long as possible. I ended up dancing with someone else, though. They decided to choose our partners for us. If they hadn't, would things have been different? I think so. No one can know for sure. For a while, we were awkward around each other. I don't remember when we became friends- all I remember is saying plaintively, "Your friend doesn't like me." He replied, "What?". I said, "Sebastian. He doesn't like me." He said something like, "Oh, yeah." (after my first comment, everything gets fuzzy, so I'm trying to remember here. I DO remember the other boy, and what happened that led up to him hating me, and Kurodas confusion over the whole bit). We talked about a lot. I remember being nervous- I was NEVER nervous! Nervous was tests, nervous was doing my first dive. Nervous was not boys my age! Somewhere, he mentioned, or perhaps referenced, Harry Potter. I pointed that out, and we started talking more easily, getting more and more comfortable. Sometime the next year, I went to his house. We walked through the woods near his house. He apologized repeatedly at first because of the roughness. When I nearly sliced his shoulder with my bow, he realized I liked the roughness, so to hell with apologizing for it. We both loved book charecters; he made no secret of his crush on Hermione, then Luna, then some girl from Eragon. I, in turn, loved Bobby Pendragon, Artemis Fowl, and Domitan of Masbolle.
So, to make a long story short, I thought I didn't love him anymore.
Fuck that.
I thought I loved a boy named Paul. I will NOT go into that story again right now. But I realized soon enough that, like Michael, I hid the true me around him. Unlike the laughing, "Sorry! Sorry!"'s that came with hanging out around Kuroda, I increasingly mumbled, "I'm sorry, I'll do better, I'm sorry." To this day, my mind has been warped. I cannot see him for long periods of time. If I do I get more and more nervous until I explode in anger, flee the room, or burst into tears.
The boy I thought was my knight turned out to be a highway charlatan; the boy who seemed like the peasant turned out to be a knight on a white horse. Just goes to show.
PART II: Anime/Manga
Like I said, my mind is warped. And it is. I'm not going to lie or dumb it down. I mix reality with fiction. I wake up in the middle of the night crying because one of my fake brothers (and often, bishies) isn't there. For the record, the best way to deal with that is to tell me whoever it is:
A. Is on vacation
B. Told you to tell me that they'd be back soon
C. Is right here, stupid (then hand me an object semi-passible for the person; a bunny plush for Momiji, something really hard and big for Al. Like I said, semi-passible works- I'm asleep, remember?)
D. Isn't here right now, but oh, hey- he left me something so I can be comfortable (Anything leather/psuedo leather for Haru, A vest or portable game system for Matt. Improvise!).
I have a deep bond with all of the anime charecters I specificly mark out. Here are a few (including how the heck I'm related to them):
Haru: Brother. Easy going with a strange temper, I have problems with my love life (Maybe I'm more Rin >.>)
Hikaru: Brother. Hot temper when it comes to the person I love, extremely childish when it comes to that person.
Kaoru: I like to talk things out.
I'll finish this later. Maybe. Possibly? Dunno.
Monday, December 22, 2008
Even More Ramblings
Kiyo's back (and... well, not better than ever. Damn cough.)
1. I damned people to hell today. It was fun.
2. Matty is simply the older brother type. He seems like the type who'd let his sister run out crying, then sigh and go see what the hell happened and if he could shoot the guy who'd done it to her. But he'd do it very casually.
3. Sometimes I mix reality and my own little world. I swear, everytime I go to sleep I instantly feel Matty behind me, lying next to me so I feel safe. I'm sure some night I'll be at a sleepover, and I'll wake everyone up because I'll being crying out pitifully for Matty or Haru or Momiji or whomever I can't find in my dream. I hope someone tries to mess with my dreams at the next sleepover.
4. I'd like to rant at those who send on pass-ons:
Do you HONESTLY think that whoevers up there/down there/in outer space judging us is going to go: "Holy crap! They didn't send on a passon! I think I'll crash their car now. Whoosh!~" ?
Of course not. It's as ludicrious as the people who pray for luck in gambling and sports. Sure, pray for the skills needed to preform these tasks, but don't pray about the outcome. I find it hard to beilieve whoevers up there/down there/sitting on a rainbow seriously cares about our mortal sports. Unless you're part of some weird cult. Then maybe your 'God' does. I don't know. I don't care. But seriously, luck is luck is luck. I have bad luck- sending on a pass on will not make Kuroda come to my house, confess his love, and kiss me. It just ain't happening that way. If he does, then it's of his own accord (Inner: OH SWEET GOD YES). Inner me, please shut the fuck up now.
5. Yes, your delicate Kiyo cusses. When she's pissed. Shut the hell up and get over it.
6. She also cusses when embarressed. That or she just leaves. Seriously.
7. No, I don't like Near. No, I don't hate Near. I just don't like him as much as I possibly could, because I started out with a preference for Mels. When you like Mels, it's hard to also like Near. And since my Matty is Mels cohort, the desicion for me was obvious.
8. I think I'm done... >.>
1. I damned people to hell today. It was fun.
2. Matty is simply the older brother type. He seems like the type who'd let his sister run out crying, then sigh and go see what the hell happened and if he could shoot the guy who'd done it to her. But he'd do it very casually.
3. Sometimes I mix reality and my own little world. I swear, everytime I go to sleep I instantly feel Matty behind me, lying next to me so I feel safe. I'm sure some night I'll be at a sleepover, and I'll wake everyone up because I'll being crying out pitifully for Matty or Haru or Momiji or whomever I can't find in my dream. I hope someone tries to mess with my dreams at the next sleepover.
4. I'd like to rant at those who send on pass-ons:
Do you HONESTLY think that whoevers up there/down there/in outer space judging us is going to go: "Holy crap! They didn't send on a passon! I think I'll crash their car now. Whoosh!~" ?
Of course not. It's as ludicrious as the people who pray for luck in gambling and sports. Sure, pray for the skills needed to preform these tasks, but don't pray about the outcome. I find it hard to beilieve whoevers up there/down there/sitting on a rainbow seriously cares about our mortal sports. Unless you're part of some weird cult. Then maybe your 'God' does. I don't know. I don't care. But seriously, luck is luck is luck. I have bad luck- sending on a pass on will not make Kuroda come to my house, confess his love, and kiss me. It just ain't happening that way. If he does, then it's of his own accord (Inner: OH SWEET GOD YES). Inner me, please shut the fuck up now.
5. Yes, your delicate Kiyo cusses. When she's pissed. Shut the hell up and get over it.
6. She also cusses when embarressed. That or she just leaves. Seriously.
7. No, I don't like Near. No, I don't hate Near. I just don't like him as much as I possibly could, because I started out with a preference for Mels. When you like Mels, it's hard to also like Near. And since my Matty is Mels cohort, the desicion for me was obvious.
8. I think I'm done... >.>
Sunday, December 21, 2008
A couple little things
1. The holidays are here! I'm so happy! And hyper! Yeah!
2. Pandora is so nice. :3 Too bad my headphones seem to have broken. D:
3. Matty (Mail "Matt" Jeevas) is my favorite brother now. Yeah, yeah, sorry Hika-nii, Kaoru-nii, Haru-nii, Kanky-nii, and Gaa-otouto. He's just too cool.
4. On the topic of Matty, Matt-Mello fluff is my new addiction. (My new chocolate, you could say. *winks at DN fans*)
5. Also on the topic of Matty (sort of >.>), I have always been comforted by the feeling of someone I'm related to (and, on rare occasions, people I like. This hasn't happened yet, but I guess I'd be ok with it sometime) lying down next to me when I fall asleep, or I like it when I'm waking up. I think this is where parts of several dreams have stemmed from.
A. Once, when waking up in a dream, I was between the Hitachiin twins. Since they're two of my nii-sans, I was fine with this.
B. Another time, I was scared near the end of a dream, when I was supposed to 'go to sleep'. I managed to get Haru-nii to lay down next to me. (Hey, he's like, a black belt, right? I'd feel safer!)
C. Here's the part where Matty comes in (no, I will NOT stop calling him Matty. He's my nii-san, and it's a term of endearment. Get over it). When 'waking up' in a dream that I had about 30 minutes ago, when I had a nap (stfu, seriously), I felt someone next to me in the big (ok, PLAIN) white bed. I rolled over, and Matty was there, curved so that he was as near to me as possible without waking me up. I reached out and touched his cheek, whereupon he woke up, and laughed embarressedly. I told him something like "That's ok, Matty, it's ok if you fell asleep. I was the one who asked you to protect me." He nodded and ruffled my hair, then stood up and walked into the other room (sort of a living room place). Attached to that was a kitchen, then another room with 2 single beds, one for Matty and one for Mels (so he's not my nii-san. But Matty convinced Mels (Mihael "Mello" Keehl) not to kill me for calling him Mels, since Matty himself is allowed to call him Mel, and it's not that different). That was pretty much where the actual dream ended, when I reached the door and saw what the place looked like.
Edit: I just realized something I should REALLY mention: everytime this happens, they are wearing their comPLETE normal outfits (ok, so the twins were in PJ's. Bite me. They were still wearing shirts and pants and stuff). There was NO INCEST INVOLVED. Geez. Perversion today.
2. Pandora is so nice. :3 Too bad my headphones seem to have broken. D:
3. Matty (Mail "Matt" Jeevas) is my favorite brother now. Yeah, yeah, sorry Hika-nii, Kaoru-nii, Haru-nii, Kanky-nii, and Gaa-otouto. He's just too cool.
4. On the topic of Matty, Matt-Mello fluff is my new addiction. (My new chocolate, you could say. *winks at DN fans*)
5. Also on the topic of Matty (sort of >.>), I have always been comforted by the feeling of someone I'm related to (and, on rare occasions, people I like. This hasn't happened yet, but I guess I'd be ok with it sometime) lying down next to me when I fall asleep, or I like it when I'm waking up. I think this is where parts of several dreams have stemmed from.
A. Once, when waking up in a dream, I was between the Hitachiin twins. Since they're two of my nii-sans, I was fine with this.
B. Another time, I was scared near the end of a dream, when I was supposed to 'go to sleep'. I managed to get Haru-nii to lay down next to me. (Hey, he's like, a black belt, right? I'd feel safer!)
C. Here's the part where Matty comes in (no, I will NOT stop calling him Matty. He's my nii-san, and it's a term of endearment. Get over it). When 'waking up' in a dream that I had about 30 minutes ago, when I had a nap (stfu, seriously), I felt someone next to me in the big (ok, PLAIN) white bed. I rolled over, and Matty was there, curved so that he was as near to me as possible without waking me up. I reached out and touched his cheek, whereupon he woke up, and laughed embarressedly. I told him something like "That's ok, Matty, it's ok if you fell asleep. I was the one who asked you to protect me." He nodded and ruffled my hair, then stood up and walked into the other room (sort of a living room place). Attached to that was a kitchen, then another room with 2 single beds, one for Matty and one for Mels (so he's not my nii-san. But Matty convinced Mels (Mihael "Mello" Keehl) not to kill me for calling him Mels, since Matty himself is allowed to call him Mel, and it's not that different). That was pretty much where the actual dream ended, when I reached the door and saw what the place looked like.
Edit: I just realized something I should REALLY mention: everytime this happens, they are wearing their comPLETE normal outfits (ok, so the twins were in PJ's. Bite me. They were still wearing shirts and pants and stuff). There was NO INCEST INVOLVED. Geez. Perversion today.
Friday, December 12, 2008
Getting a wee bit ahead of myself
I keep thinking of titles for a autobiography I would write someday. Here are a few:
I've met fate, and she's not short- just funsized
I've met fate, and they're all problem children
Seven Angels and Me
Destiny talks tough while Fate goes crazy
The angel on my shoulder kicks my head
A lot of these refer to fate and destiny as humans. That's cause, well, they are. Here's the breakdown:
The first one refers to Jet-san, and her motto (I'm not short I'm funsized).
The second refers to our little group: Jet, Nara and Hana, the hyperactive ones, Kisa, who sortof gets shunted aside (sorry Kisa-san!), Sasa, who is distinctly bipolar (You said it, not me!), Sempai, who is... Sempai, and Kuroda, who I'm sure got dropped on his head multiple times as a child. Hey, just cause I like the boy doesn't mean I can't speak my mind about him. It also refers to Yuki's comment that the student government being made up of problem children, the biggest one being him. Same goes here: I have issues even I don't know about.
The third refers again to our group, since even with all the trouble we go through, all of them are still my angels.
The fourth refers to Jet (as Destiny) and Hana (as fate). Both are infamous for those traits- Jet uses the blunt approach, while Hana goes hyper easily.
The fifth refers once again to Jet- she, at times, is the angel on my shoulder. There were budget cuts, I guess- she's also my devil. Sometimes I need to keep HER out of trouble. I think I need a new angel.
I've met fate, and she's not short- just funsized
I've met fate, and they're all problem children
Seven Angels and Me
Destiny talks tough while Fate goes crazy
The angel on my shoulder kicks my head
A lot of these refer to fate and destiny as humans. That's cause, well, they are. Here's the breakdown:
The first one refers to Jet-san, and her motto (I'm not short I'm funsized).
The second refers to our little group: Jet, Nara and Hana, the hyperactive ones, Kisa, who sortof gets shunted aside (sorry Kisa-san!), Sasa, who is distinctly bipolar (You said it, not me!), Sempai, who is... Sempai, and Kuroda, who I'm sure got dropped on his head multiple times as a child. Hey, just cause I like the boy doesn't mean I can't speak my mind about him. It also refers to Yuki's comment that the student government being made up of problem children, the biggest one being him. Same goes here: I have issues even I don't know about.
The third refers again to our group, since even with all the trouble we go through, all of them are still my angels.
The fourth refers to Jet (as Destiny) and Hana (as fate). Both are infamous for those traits- Jet uses the blunt approach, while Hana goes hyper easily.
The fifth refers once again to Jet- she, at times, is the angel on my shoulder. There were budget cuts, I guess- she's also my devil. Sometimes I need to keep HER out of trouble. I think I need a new angel.
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
More Ramblings
More random questions. To make this 'ramblings', not just questions, I say this- the "Gummy Bear Song" is very creepy in my opinion. Eek!
Do you have any pets? Yup, 4. Sparky-neko, Storm-inu, Emma and Inky.
What color shirt are you wearing? Black with pink/red/white rhinestones in a heart shape.
Name three things that are physically close to you: pillow, backpack, manga
What is the last book you read? If manga counts, then FMA 15. if not, then L8r, g8r.
Are you or were you a good student? Yup!~
What's your favorite sport? Baseball, prolly.
Do you enjoy sleeping late? Yep!
What's the weather like right now? Cold, but not snowing. ><
Who tells the best jokes? Um, I guess Ryuu.
What was the last thing you dreamed about? ....*blushes profusely* Kuroda... *is mortified*
Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? Nope.
Do you believe in karma? Not really.
Do you believe in luck? Kinda.
Do you like your eggs scrambled or sunny side up? Scrambled all the way!
Do you collect anything? If so, what? I guess stuffed animals counts. Oh! Rabbit things. They remind me of Momiji, which reminds me of Hunny, which in turn reminds me of L, and because I've been thinking of those guys, my mind automaticly goes to Al. It's a bishie chain!
Are you proud of yourself? Not really, eh hehe.
Are you reliable? Yes, I think I am.
Have you ever given money to a bum? Yeah, around Christmas last year. Technicly, my brother did, but I was with him. Ryuu said, "I don't care if he's going to spend it on drugs, even if the sign says it's for a sandwich. He needs something to get him through the holidays." Ryuu acts tough, but he's a real softie!
What's your favorite food? Cheesecake.
Have you ever had a secret admirer? No, but I do have a not-so-secret creep.
Do you like the smell of gasoline? NO.
Do like to draw? yep~
What's your favorite invention? Uh...
Is your room messy? YES
What do you like better: oranges or apples? Apples
Do you give in easily? Depends on what it is.
Are you a good guesser? Yup.
Can you read other people's expressions? Sometimes. Sometimes people perfect a "Yamani face", though, and I can't tell.
Are you a bully? No!
Do you have a job? Er, no.
What time did you wake up this morning? Around 6:30.
What did you eat for breakfast this morning? Oatmeal.
When was the last time you showered? About ten minutes ago.
What do you plan on doing tomorrow? Go to school :(
What's your favorite day of the week and why? Friday, it leads into the weekend.
Do you have any nicknames? Kiyo, Temari, "That one", "the violent girl"
Have you ever been scuba diving? Not yet
What's your least favorite color? Neon yellow. Ew.
Is there someone you have been constantly thinking about? If yes, who? Yes, my Kuroda-san.
Would you ever go skydiving? No. No no no no no.
What toothpaste do you use? Crest
Do you enjoy challenges? Yep!
What's the worst injury you have had? Does diabetes count?
What's the last movie you saw? Wall-E
What do you want to know about the future? Will I ever date Kuroda?
What does your last text message say? I was chatting with Sasa earlier...
Who was the last person you spoke over the phone to? ...Anna?
What's your favorite school subject? Math
What's your least favorite school subject? Health
Would you rather have money or love? Love.
What is your dream vacation? Hawaii, baby!
What is your favorite animal? Wolf
Do you miss anyone right now? ...My Kuroda-san.
What's the last sporting event you watched? I don't even remember.
Do you need to do laundry? Nope.
Do you listen to the radio? sometimes.
Where were you when 9/11 happened? In school, kindergarten.
What do you do when vending machines steal your money? Kick it. Repeatedly. Until someone pulls me away.
Have you ever caught a butterfly? No, sadly.
What color are your bed sheets? Blue? Maybe?
What's your ringtone? Don't gotta cell phone.
Who was the last person to make you laugh? Tsukiko. She's a new friend of mine. :)
Do you have any obsessions right now? Many. Many many.
Do you like things that glow in the dark? yeah!
What's your favorite fruity scent? Citrus of all kinds~
Do you watch cartoons? Uh, YEAH!
Have you ever sat on a roof? Don't I wish.
Have you ever been to a different country? Nope.
Name three things in the world you dislike: Bad anime-look a likes (Kappa Mikey, for instance), people who spoil stories for me (*sob sob L-san sob*), People who mock me (can I get a death note book? Please? I'll spend my life in limbo for it!!!)
Name three people in the world you dislike: Mrs RB, Ju Chan, Cilas. (Kibaek, Mallory (hope ya get hit by a bus, sweetheart!), Adam F, Adam E...)
Has a rumor even been spread about you? Yeah
Do you like sushi? Extremely
Do you believe in magic? Of course
Do you hold grudges? Yes.
Do you have any pets? Yup, 4. Sparky-neko, Storm-inu, Emma and Inky.
What color shirt are you wearing? Black with pink/red/white rhinestones in a heart shape.
Name three things that are physically close to you: pillow, backpack, manga
What is the last book you read? If manga counts, then FMA 15. if not, then L8r, g8r.
Are you or were you a good student? Yup!~
What's your favorite sport? Baseball, prolly.
Do you enjoy sleeping late? Yep!
What's the weather like right now? Cold, but not snowing. ><
Who tells the best jokes? Um, I guess Ryuu.
What was the last thing you dreamed about? ....*blushes profusely* Kuroda... *is mortified*
Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? Nope.
Do you believe in karma? Not really.
Do you believe in luck? Kinda.
Do you like your eggs scrambled or sunny side up? Scrambled all the way!
Do you collect anything? If so, what? I guess stuffed animals counts. Oh! Rabbit things. They remind me of Momiji, which reminds me of Hunny, which in turn reminds me of L, and because I've been thinking of those guys, my mind automaticly goes to Al. It's a bishie chain!
Are you proud of yourself? Not really, eh hehe.
Are you reliable? Yes, I think I am.
Have you ever given money to a bum? Yeah, around Christmas last year. Technicly, my brother did, but I was with him. Ryuu said, "I don't care if he's going to spend it on drugs, even if the sign says it's for a sandwich. He needs something to get him through the holidays." Ryuu acts tough, but he's a real softie!
What's your favorite food? Cheesecake.
Have you ever had a secret admirer? No, but I do have a not-so-secret creep.
Do you like the smell of gasoline? NO.
Do like to draw? yep~
What's your favorite invention? Uh...
Is your room messy? YES
What do you like better: oranges or apples? Apples
Do you give in easily? Depends on what it is.
Are you a good guesser? Yup.
Can you read other people's expressions? Sometimes. Sometimes people perfect a "Yamani face", though, and I can't tell.
Are you a bully? No!
Do you have a job? Er, no.
What time did you wake up this morning? Around 6:30.
What did you eat for breakfast this morning? Oatmeal.
When was the last time you showered? About ten minutes ago.
What do you plan on doing tomorrow? Go to school :(
What's your favorite day of the week and why? Friday, it leads into the weekend.
Do you have any nicknames? Kiyo, Temari, "That one", "the violent girl"
Have you ever been scuba diving? Not yet
What's your least favorite color? Neon yellow. Ew.
Is there someone you have been constantly thinking about? If yes, who? Yes, my Kuroda-san.
Would you ever go skydiving? No. No no no no no.
What toothpaste do you use? Crest
Do you enjoy challenges? Yep!
What's the worst injury you have had? Does diabetes count?
What's the last movie you saw? Wall-E
What do you want to know about the future? Will I ever date Kuroda?
What does your last text message say? I was chatting with Sasa earlier...
Who was the last person you spoke over the phone to? ...Anna?
What's your favorite school subject? Math
What's your least favorite school subject? Health
Would you rather have money or love? Love.
What is your dream vacation? Hawaii, baby!
What is your favorite animal? Wolf
Do you miss anyone right now? ...My Kuroda-san.
What's the last sporting event you watched? I don't even remember.
Do you need to do laundry? Nope.
Do you listen to the radio? sometimes.
Where were you when 9/11 happened? In school, kindergarten.
What do you do when vending machines steal your money? Kick it. Repeatedly. Until someone pulls me away.
Have you ever caught a butterfly? No, sadly.
What color are your bed sheets? Blue? Maybe?
What's your ringtone? Don't gotta cell phone.
Who was the last person to make you laugh? Tsukiko. She's a new friend of mine. :)
Do you have any obsessions right now? Many. Many many.
Do you like things that glow in the dark? yeah!
What's your favorite fruity scent? Citrus of all kinds~
Do you watch cartoons? Uh, YEAH!
Have you ever sat on a roof? Don't I wish.
Have you ever been to a different country? Nope.
Name three things in the world you dislike: Bad anime-look a likes (Kappa Mikey, for instance), people who spoil stories for me (*sob sob L-san sob*), People who mock me (can I get a death note book? Please? I'll spend my life in limbo for it!!!)
Name three people in the world you dislike: Mrs RB, Ju Chan, Cilas. (Kibaek, Mallory (hope ya get hit by a bus, sweetheart!), Adam F, Adam E...)
Has a rumor even been spread about you? Yeah
Do you like sushi? Extremely
Do you believe in magic? Of course
Do you hold grudges? Yes.
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Ramblings
I'm bored, I don't wanna do memes, and somehow I'm not falling back on Sims. Odd. So instead, you get to hear me rant about... stuff. Ok, here we go:
I entered a contest. Pretty cool, and I kinda like my entry. Boost my ego, check it out. While you're there, laugh at my horrible tablet skills from my memes. http://subakunolily.deviantart.com/art/GaaHina-Neko-Ai-102988711
I should just go join the Black Magic Club (OHSHC) already. I've been slaving away at this Encyclopedia of Ghosts and Spirits, and have started to wonder if I might have been/be a poltergeist agent. Since reading the book, my trashcan has moved on it's own, and you know those grids that cover lights at school? I was really irritated in 6th period, and one suddenly fell down and swung on it's hinges. We all were freaked out, but then we started laughing. Nothing else weird happened, and the grid didn't seem loose before then. Odd...
I'm a mixture of every charecter I've ever read about, manga or non, plus a little Kiyo-spark. (Sure thats a word!) So, idioticly, I'm going to list as many charecters as I can remember and write why I'm like them.
Alanna (Tortall) - Stubborn as a mule I am.
Aly (Tortall) - Sneaky, and calculating.
Darkings (Tortall) - overly simple at times, but dead useful.
Chenaol (Tortall - Kyprin Isles) - I'm good in the kitchens, really!
Dove Balitang (Tortall - Kyprin Isles) - Really smart and logical, could take over IN LIEU of someone else.
Sarai Balitang (Tortall - Kyprin Isles) - Total Romantic.
Haruhi (Ouran) - Sometimes pretend to be something I'm not
Hunny (Ouran) - Totally little kiddish sometimes
Twins (Ouran) - Little devil at times (no, really!)
Tamaki (Ouran) - Overly dramatic to a fault
Mori (Ouran) - Have you SEEN my "I so do not want to be here" face? Just like this: -.-
Kyouya (Ouran) - Logical, cold, and ruthless when I want my way hard enough.
I'll finish later, if I feel like it. :P Give me a couple book charecter names. If I know them, I'll compare myself to them, esp if they're a girl.
I entered a contest. Pretty cool, and I kinda like my entry. Boost my ego, check it out. While you're there, laugh at my horrible tablet skills from my memes. http://subakunolily.deviantart.com/art/GaaHina-Neko-Ai-102988711
I should just go join the Black Magic Club (OHSHC) already. I've been slaving away at this Encyclopedia of Ghosts and Spirits, and have started to wonder if I might have been/be a poltergeist agent. Since reading the book, my trashcan has moved on it's own, and you know those grids that cover lights at school? I was really irritated in 6th period, and one suddenly fell down and swung on it's hinges. We all were freaked out, but then we started laughing. Nothing else weird happened, and the grid didn't seem loose before then. Odd...
I'm a mixture of every charecter I've ever read about, manga or non, plus a little Kiyo-spark. (Sure thats a word!) So, idioticly, I'm going to list as many charecters as I can remember and write why I'm like them.
Alanna (Tortall) - Stubborn as a mule I am.
Aly (Tortall) - Sneaky, and calculating.
Darkings (Tortall) - overly simple at times, but dead useful.
Chenaol (Tortall - Kyprin Isles) - I'm good in the kitchens, really!
Dove Balitang (Tortall - Kyprin Isles) - Really smart and logical, could take over IN LIEU of someone else.
Sarai Balitang (Tortall - Kyprin Isles) - Total Romantic.
Haruhi (Ouran) - Sometimes pretend to be something I'm not
Hunny (Ouran) - Totally little kiddish sometimes
Twins (Ouran) - Little devil at times (no, really!)
Tamaki (Ouran) - Overly dramatic to a fault
Mori (Ouran) - Have you SEEN my "I so do not want to be here" face? Just like this: -.-
Kyouya (Ouran) - Logical, cold, and ruthless when I want my way hard enough.
I'll finish later, if I feel like it. :P Give me a couple book charecter names. If I know them, I'll compare myself to them, esp if they're a girl.
Friday, November 7, 2008
More Questions!~
You got it- Kiyo's bored again, and no ones online! That, or they're freaking her out by being invisible. And you know what that means- if it's the first one, more questions! If it's the second, still more questions, and they're dead!~ ^-^
1.) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
"Many people lined their eyes in kohl as protection against sun glare and the evil eye." -Tricksters Queen, by Tamora Pierce
2.) Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What can you reach?
My chinese tea cups, a souvinere my friend brought from mini-china.
3.) What is the last thing you watched on TV?
I'm not sure, it was one of Da's shows.
4.) Without looking guess what time it is?
9:30?
5.) Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
9:25. I was close!
6.) With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
The TV in the room across the hall.
7.) When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
About 3 hours ago, I was going to a Thai food place with my family.
8.) Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
Youtube!~
9.) What are you wearing?
Velour pants, a black tee, and socks~
10.) Did you dream last night?
I don't think so.
11.) When did you last laugh?
Sometime today probably. Occupational 'Hazard' of being Jet-sans friend~
12.) What are on the walls you are in?
my bulletin board, my magnetic whiteboard, a buncha posters, and some framed pictures.
13.) Seen anything weird lately?
Not particularly.
14.) What do you think of this quiz?
It's fun!~
15.) What was the last film you saw?
Um... wall-e?
16.) If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
A big mansion! And pets! Lotsa Lotsa pets!
17.) Tell me something about you that I don’t know?
When extremely sad, I chatter in different languages, regardless of what I'm saying. I do this while reading novels or drawing animals, prominently cats.
18.) If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt and politics, what would it be?
I would change animal hunting to 'Those people NOBODY likes' hunting.
19.) Do you like to dance?
Um, no. I'm really bad at dancing, and uber shy.
20.) George Bush:
Glad he's not in the white house anymore.
21.) Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Kiyoko or Kimiko.
22.) Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Alex or Piro. (No, I don't usually look up boy's names- how'd you guess?)
23.) Would you ever consider living abroad?
If I could still contact my friends and family, sure.
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What do you wanna be when you grow up?
Author!
Is 30 old?
NO!
What's your major?
Don't got one yet!~
Do you have a crush on anyone?
Totally!
What's the prettiest part of your body?
My eyes!
What celebrity would you shag?
Shag? What's shag?
Have you shagged any celebrities?
Shag?! What is it?!
Have you met any celebrities?
Jef Mallet, creator of Frazz! (Ask what that is and I kill j00.)
Do you think you'll ever get married?
Oh definitely!
What do you want your wedding song to be?
Oh... I hadn't thought THAT far ahead!
If you could go anywhere in the world right now, where would you go?
Mini-Tokyo!
If you were stranded on a desert island,what 2 things would you take withu?
Jet-san and a good novel. I wouldn't survive long, would I?
What is your favorite club?
Manga Committee!
Movie you wished you had starred in
Harry Potter! I could SO do Hermione!
Any other celebrities you would shag?
What the heck is shag?!
Who is the coolest person you know?
Jet-san, by far.
Who do you know of that you wanna meet, but you've never met?
Fred Gallegher, creator of MegaTokyo.
Name the 5 most beautiful people that you know.
Jet-san. (She really is, even if she'd never admit it)
Robyn
Jen
All my bishounen (they only count as one since they're anime~)
Um... I'm sure I know another 'beautiful' person, but I can't think of one. TT^TT
Name the 5 most brilliant people that you know.
My Mum.
Jet-san. Yes, our friendly neighborhood baka is actually quite brilliant.
Myself (I'm shameless! ><)
Ryuu
God, I have to do it- Alianne of Pirates Swoop, Tortall. A book charecter, yes, but I wish I was as smart as she is!
Whats the best class you ever took?
Probably S&D (Speech and Drama).
What's the best job you've ever had?
Never had one. (I'm 12, for the record.)
Is there someone that you cant stop thinking about that doesnt know it?
YES!
what song is in your head right now?
Don't let me get me.
What did you eat for breakfast this morning?
...Oatmeal? I think?
Do you love your mom?
Yup
Do you love your dad?
Yes
Do you love our siblings?
Extremely.
Do you get along better with men or women?
Women.
Plain or peanut?
Peanut. (Peanut what?)
smooth or crunchy?
Crunchy
White or wheat?
White
Coldplay or Nivana?
Coldplay
Purple or Chartruese?
Chartruese (I think)
Aliens or Ghosts?
Ghosts
Do you believe in ghosts?
Definitely.
Favorite movie?
Harry Potter 4.
Favorite Christian Slater movie?
Who?
favorite drink?
Diet Sunkist
Favorite alchoholic drink?
Woah, no.
Favorite mixed drink?
None.
Favorite city?
Tokyo!
Favorite store?
Target
vices?
Gossip, malice, I hold grudges. I probably think worse of myself than reality shows.
addictions?
Diet Sunkist, anime/manga.
fetishes?
Favorite food?
Lo Mein
Favorite animal?
Wolf
Best friends name(s)?
Jet-san, Hana-chan, Kisa-chan, Sasa-chan.
Think of a number between 1 and 10
8
WRONG!!!
...what?
Have you ever thrown up on someone really hot?
Nope.
Has anyone really hot ever thrown up on you?
...no.
Have you ever been to mexico?
Not yet.
Do you obssess over little things?
Sometimes.
Do you have any tatoos?
Nope.
Do you have any peircings?
Nuuuuuu.
What is your ethnic background?
I'm part German.
Name three sexy people's myspace names.
...what?
now 3 more.
No!
now 3 more.
Stop that! ><
Have you ever broken anyones heart?
Yes, I have. I'm very ashamed- but still appalled at the boy.
Has anyone ever broken your heart?
Yes, though I'm quite sure the third time was unintentional. And the first. Heck, on the second was intentional. Damn boy...
Do you refer to anyone as "the one that got away"
I've never actually CALLED him that... but it fits.
Have you slept with anyone that is on myspace?
EWWWWWW! NO!
Did you think that that question was a little too personal?
Yes!
Republican or democrat?
Democrat!
liberal or conservative?
Liberal
what's your favorite word?
...42? Ooh! Ooh! I know! ...Kumquat~
who is the hottest woman/man in the world?
I dunno! ><
Who would you kill if your morals would allow?
...yes.
what's your favorite restaurant?
China Star, I guess.
are you glad this quiz is over?
Nu!
tricked ya! What color are your underwear right now?
Um, personal much?
If you could join one band, what would it be?
Cascada, maybe?
If you could resurrect one band, who would it be?
The Beatles!
Favorite male vocalist?
I dunno
Favorite female vocalist?
Taylor Swift
favorite athelete?
Don't like sports
favorite body part on a guy/girl?
Arms/eyes.
What your ideal mate should look like?
Dark hair, green eyes, tanned skin. Smiles a lot. Or dark brown eyes, they're pretty too.
what your ideal mate should act like?
He should be nice- I should be able to have my say. No machoness- that bores me half to death. Someone inTELLIgent, for God's sake!
what your ideal mate should be intersted in.
He should like fantasy writing. He should like the same mangas I do. He should like to listen to me sigh over shoujo then be ready to play an MMO. If you have to ask what an MMO is or what Shoujo is, you aren't my type.
...
Unless you're Kuroda.
how he/she should propose
Somewhere romantic, not very public. ie, little cafe, yes, baseball feild, no.
What band does your ideal mate absolutley have to love?
Linkin Park.
what can your ideal mate not do?
Act Macho and mean it XD.
give 10 initials (max) of the boys/girls first names that you want.
...Huh? Oh! You mean boys I want to date?
A
K
A
K
A
K
A!
K!
A!!!!!!!
K!!!!!!!!!
(Note: Kuroda's given name begins with A.)
Do you believe in soul mates?
Yes~
Do you love yourself?
Kinda.
Do you love your friends?
YES!
Who do you love the most in the whole wide world?
Kuroda-san. If you haven't gotten that yet, open yo' eyes, foo'!
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1. Your name spelled backwards. Okoyik Akoustam . I should use that sometime.
2. Where were your parents born? Mum in Kentucky, Da in Kansas (like me!).
3. What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer? Some sim thing.
4. What's your favorite restaurant? China Star?
5. Last time you swam in a pool? Summer
6. Have you ever been in a school play? Oh yes.
7. How many kids do you want? Two, probably.
8. Type of music you dislike most? Rap, ew!
9. Are you registered to vote? No
10. Do you have cable? Yes
11. Have you ever ridden on a moped? I wish
12. Ever prank call anybody? Not yet
13. Ever get a parking ticket? I can't drive...
14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving? Sky diving.
15. Furthest place you ever traveled? Blue Hill, Maine
16. Do you have a garden? Barely.
17. What's your favorite comic strip? Frazz
18. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem? Yes
19. Bath or Shower, morning or night? Shower at night
20. Best movie you've seen in the past month? ...I dunno.
21. Favorite pizza topping? Hawaiin Chicken (note: while typing this question, my shoulder started hurting immensely. Ow. *falls over in pain*)
22. Chips or popcorn? Popcorn.
23. What color lipstick do you usually wear? I don't.
24. Have you ever smoked peanut shells? Uh... no.
25. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant? Again, no.
26. Orange or Apple juice? Orange as long as there is zero pulp - otherwise apple.
27. Who was the last person you went out to dinner with and where did you dine? My family went for Thai food tonight.
28. Favorite type chocolate bar? Butterfingers count, right?
29. When was the last time you voted at the polls? Never
30. Last time you ate a homegrown tomato? A while ago.
31. Have you ever won a trophy? Baseball, when I was real little.
32. Are you a good cook? I make good cookies and desserts! :D
33. Do you know how to pump your own gas? I could get it on my first try.
34. Ever order an article from an infomercial? Nah.
35. Sprite or 7-up? Sprite Zero.
36. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to work? Nope.
37. Last thing you bought at a pharmacy? Some diabetic thing. Or my thyroid pills.
38. Ever throw up in public? Surprisingly, no, even though I've perpetually sick.
39. Would you prefer being a millionaire or find true love? True love... but I think I've found him. Kyuu...
40. Do you believe in love at first sight? Yeah.
41. Ever call a 1-900 number? Nope.
42. Can exes be friends? Sometimes. I wouldn't know.
43. Who was the last person you visited in a hospital? I dunno... I end up in the hospital more than my friends. (meaning I got a chronic disease, and now think that once is more than everyone else. ><)
44. Did you have a lot of hair when you were a baby? I don't know.
45. What message is on your answering machine? I dunno, I never thought to check.
46. What's your all time favorite Saturday Night Live Character? never watched it.
47. What was the name of your first pet? Gini. (That's pronounced Guinea!)
48. What is in your purse? Mints, pens, pencil, my wallet, post-its, my insulin case, a card for OHSHC, an emergency thing, another diabetic thing.
49. Favorite thing to do before bedtime? Play online! *slams randomly on keyboard*
50. What is one thing you are grateful for today? I'm grateful for my friends, esp. Jet-san!~
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1. When you were born, how much did you weigh? I dunno, but I had long legs and was 2 weeks early~
2. What's your sugar poison? Butterfingers! Yum!
3. If you had to choose between meat and cheese for the rest of your life, which would you choose? Then be specific. Meat- ham, bologna, and turkey mainly. Honey baked ham and Turkey-ham to be even MORE specific.
4. What, in your opinion, is the worst song ever? Something annoying and fast.
5. Who was your very favorite teacher growing up, and why? Miss B! Aw man, she was great. And slightly crazy. Which made her great!
6. What personal activity, when performed in public, bothers you the most? Applying make up. It's really weird, and freaks me out when people do it in their car! Don't put on makeup, DRIVE, dummkopf!
7. Ok, so there's a $50 bill lying on the ground. You pick it up. Dumbfounded by your incredible luck, what do you selfishly purchase? Manga. That only buys me 5 books.
8. Do you have a reoccuring nightmare? If so, explain. No one recurring one.
9. Name one place on Earth you've never been, but vow to visit at least once. Tokyo and Tara. Two places- whatever!
10. You notice that question #9 wasn't really a question. You feel smart for catching such a small detail. What else can you do really well that reminds you how smart you are? I can talk to animals! :D *crickets* That's not really smart, is it?
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Hoopefully, you now know more than you ever wanted to about Kiyo! Yay!
1.) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
"Many people lined their eyes in kohl as protection against sun glare and the evil eye." -Tricksters Queen, by Tamora Pierce
2.) Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What can you reach?
My chinese tea cups, a souvinere my friend brought from mini-china.
3.) What is the last thing you watched on TV?
I'm not sure, it was one of Da's shows.
4.) Without looking guess what time it is?
9:30?
5.) Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
9:25. I was close!
6.) With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
The TV in the room across the hall.
7.) When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
About 3 hours ago, I was going to a Thai food place with my family.
8.) Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
Youtube!~
9.) What are you wearing?
Velour pants, a black tee, and socks~
10.) Did you dream last night?
I don't think so.
11.) When did you last laugh?
Sometime today probably. Occupational 'Hazard' of being Jet-sans friend~
12.) What are on the walls you are in?
my bulletin board, my magnetic whiteboard, a buncha posters, and some framed pictures.
13.) Seen anything weird lately?
Not particularly.
14.) What do you think of this quiz?
It's fun!~
15.) What was the last film you saw?
Um... wall-e?
16.) If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
A big mansion! And pets! Lotsa Lotsa pets!
17.) Tell me something about you that I don’t know?
When extremely sad, I chatter in different languages, regardless of what I'm saying. I do this while reading novels or drawing animals, prominently cats.
18.) If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt and politics, what would it be?
I would change animal hunting to 'Those people NOBODY likes' hunting.
19.) Do you like to dance?
Um, no. I'm really bad at dancing, and uber shy.
20.) George Bush:
Glad he's not in the white house anymore.
21.) Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Kiyoko or Kimiko.
22.) Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Alex or Piro. (No, I don't usually look up boy's names- how'd you guess?)
23.) Would you ever consider living abroad?
If I could still contact my friends and family, sure.
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What do you wanna be when you grow up?
Author!
Is 30 old?
NO!
What's your major?
Don't got one yet!~
Do you have a crush on anyone?
Totally!
What's the prettiest part of your body?
My eyes!
What celebrity would you shag?
Shag? What's shag?
Have you shagged any celebrities?
Shag?! What is it?!
Have you met any celebrities?
Jef Mallet, creator of Frazz! (Ask what that is and I kill j00.)
Do you think you'll ever get married?
Oh definitely!
What do you want your wedding song to be?
Oh... I hadn't thought THAT far ahead!
If you could go anywhere in the world right now, where would you go?
Mini-Tokyo!
If you were stranded on a desert island,what 2 things would you take withu?
Jet-san and a good novel. I wouldn't survive long, would I?
What is your favorite club?
Manga Committee!
Movie you wished you had starred in
Harry Potter! I could SO do Hermione!
Any other celebrities you would shag?
What the heck is shag?!
Who is the coolest person you know?
Jet-san, by far.
Who do you know of that you wanna meet, but you've never met?
Fred Gallegher, creator of MegaTokyo.
Name the 5 most beautiful people that you know.
Jet-san. (She really is, even if she'd never admit it)
Robyn
Jen
All my bishounen (they only count as one since they're anime~)
Um... I'm sure I know another 'beautiful' person, but I can't think of one. TT^TT
Name the 5 most brilliant people that you know.
My Mum.
Jet-san. Yes, our friendly neighborhood baka is actually quite brilliant.
Myself (I'm shameless! ><)
Ryuu
God, I have to do it- Alianne of Pirates Swoop, Tortall. A book charecter, yes, but I wish I was as smart as she is!
Whats the best class you ever took?
Probably S&D (Speech and Drama).
What's the best job you've ever had?
Never had one. (I'm 12, for the record.)
Is there someone that you cant stop thinking about that doesnt know it?
YES!
what song is in your head right now?
Don't let me get me.
What did you eat for breakfast this morning?
...Oatmeal? I think?
Do you love your mom?
Yup
Do you love your dad?
Yes
Do you love our siblings?
Extremely.
Do you get along better with men or women?
Women.
Plain or peanut?
Peanut. (Peanut what?)
smooth or crunchy?
Crunchy
White or wheat?
White
Coldplay or Nivana?
Coldplay
Purple or Chartruese?
Chartruese (I think)
Aliens or Ghosts?
Ghosts
Do you believe in ghosts?
Definitely.
Favorite movie?
Harry Potter 4.
Favorite Christian Slater movie?
Who?
favorite drink?
Diet Sunkist
Favorite alchoholic drink?
Woah, no.
Favorite mixed drink?
None.
Favorite city?
Tokyo!
Favorite store?
Target
vices?
Gossip, malice, I hold grudges. I probably think worse of myself than reality shows.
addictions?
Diet Sunkist, anime/manga.
fetishes?
Favorite food?
Lo Mein
Favorite animal?
Wolf
Best friends name(s)?
Jet-san, Hana-chan, Kisa-chan, Sasa-chan.
Think of a number between 1 and 10
8
WRONG!!!
...what?
Have you ever thrown up on someone really hot?
Nope.
Has anyone really hot ever thrown up on you?
...no.
Have you ever been to mexico?
Not yet.
Do you obssess over little things?
Sometimes.
Do you have any tatoos?
Nope.
Do you have any peircings?
Nuuuuuu.
What is your ethnic background?
I'm part German.
Name three sexy people's myspace names.
...what?
now 3 more.
No!
now 3 more.
Stop that! ><
Have you ever broken anyones heart?
Yes, I have. I'm very ashamed- but still appalled at the boy.
Has anyone ever broken your heart?
Yes, though I'm quite sure the third time was unintentional. And the first. Heck, on the second was intentional. Damn boy...
Do you refer to anyone as "the one that got away"
I've never actually CALLED him that... but it fits.
Have you slept with anyone that is on myspace?
EWWWWWW! NO!
Did you think that that question was a little too personal?
Yes!
Republican or democrat?
Democrat!
liberal or conservative?
Liberal
what's your favorite word?
...42? Ooh! Ooh! I know! ...Kumquat~
who is the hottest woman/man in the world?
I dunno! ><
Who would you kill if your morals would allow?
...yes.
what's your favorite restaurant?
China Star, I guess.
are you glad this quiz is over?
Nu!
tricked ya! What color are your underwear right now?
Um, personal much?
If you could join one band, what would it be?
Cascada, maybe?
If you could resurrect one band, who would it be?
The Beatles!
Favorite male vocalist?
I dunno
Favorite female vocalist?
Taylor Swift
favorite athelete?
Don't like sports
favorite body part on a guy/girl?
Arms/eyes.
What your ideal mate should look like?
Dark hair, green eyes, tanned skin. Smiles a lot. Or dark brown eyes, they're pretty too.
what your ideal mate should act like?
He should be nice- I should be able to have my say. No machoness- that bores me half to death. Someone inTELLIgent, for God's sake!
what your ideal mate should be intersted in.
He should like fantasy writing. He should like the same mangas I do. He should like to listen to me sigh over shoujo then be ready to play an MMO. If you have to ask what an MMO is or what Shoujo is, you aren't my type.
...
Unless you're Kuroda.
how he/she should propose
Somewhere romantic, not very public. ie, little cafe, yes, baseball feild, no.
What band does your ideal mate absolutley have to love?
Linkin Park.
what can your ideal mate not do?
Act Macho and mean it XD.
give 10 initials (max) of the boys/girls first names that you want.
...Huh? Oh! You mean boys I want to date?
A
K
A
K
A
K
A!
K!
A!!!!!!!
K!!!!!!!!!
(Note: Kuroda's given name begins with A.)
Do you believe in soul mates?
Yes~
Do you love yourself?
Kinda.
Do you love your friends?
YES!
Who do you love the most in the whole wide world?
Kuroda-san. If you haven't gotten that yet, open yo' eyes, foo'!
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1. Your name spelled backwards. Okoyik Akoustam . I should use that sometime.
2. Where were your parents born? Mum in Kentucky, Da in Kansas (like me!).
3. What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer? Some sim thing.
4. What's your favorite restaurant? China Star?
5. Last time you swam in a pool? Summer
6. Have you ever been in a school play? Oh yes.
7. How many kids do you want? Two, probably.
8. Type of music you dislike most? Rap, ew!
9. Are you registered to vote? No
10. Do you have cable? Yes
11. Have you ever ridden on a moped? I wish
12. Ever prank call anybody? Not yet
13. Ever get a parking ticket? I can't drive...
14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving? Sky diving.
15. Furthest place you ever traveled? Blue Hill, Maine
16. Do you have a garden? Barely.
17. What's your favorite comic strip? Frazz
18. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem? Yes
19. Bath or Shower, morning or night? Shower at night
20. Best movie you've seen in the past month? ...I dunno.
21. Favorite pizza topping? Hawaiin Chicken (note: while typing this question, my shoulder started hurting immensely. Ow. *falls over in pain*)
22. Chips or popcorn? Popcorn.
23. What color lipstick do you usually wear? I don't.
24. Have you ever smoked peanut shells? Uh... no.
25. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant? Again, no.
26. Orange or Apple juice? Orange as long as there is zero pulp - otherwise apple.
27. Who was the last person you went out to dinner with and where did you dine? My family went for Thai food tonight.
28. Favorite type chocolate bar? Butterfingers count, right?
29. When was the last time you voted at the polls? Never
30. Last time you ate a homegrown tomato? A while ago.
31. Have you ever won a trophy? Baseball, when I was real little.
32. Are you a good cook? I make good cookies and desserts! :D
33. Do you know how to pump your own gas? I could get it on my first try.
34. Ever order an article from an infomercial? Nah.
35. Sprite or 7-up? Sprite Zero.
36. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to work? Nope.
37. Last thing you bought at a pharmacy? Some diabetic thing. Or my thyroid pills.
38. Ever throw up in public? Surprisingly, no, even though I've perpetually sick.
39. Would you prefer being a millionaire or find true love? True love... but I think I've found him. Kyuu...
40. Do you believe in love at first sight? Yeah.
41. Ever call a 1-900 number? Nope.
42. Can exes be friends? Sometimes. I wouldn't know.
43. Who was the last person you visited in a hospital? I dunno... I end up in the hospital more than my friends. (meaning I got a chronic disease, and now think that once is more than everyone else. ><)
44. Did you have a lot of hair when you were a baby? I don't know.
45. What message is on your answering machine? I dunno, I never thought to check.
46. What's your all time favorite Saturday Night Live Character? never watched it.
47. What was the name of your first pet? Gini. (That's pronounced Guinea!)
48. What is in your purse? Mints, pens, pencil, my wallet, post-its, my insulin case, a card for OHSHC, an emergency thing, another diabetic thing.
49. Favorite thing to do before bedtime? Play online! *slams randomly on keyboard*
50. What is one thing you are grateful for today? I'm grateful for my friends, esp. Jet-san!~
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1. When you were born, how much did you weigh? I dunno, but I had long legs and was 2 weeks early~
2. What's your sugar poison? Butterfingers! Yum!
3. If you had to choose between meat and cheese for the rest of your life, which would you choose? Then be specific. Meat- ham, bologna, and turkey mainly. Honey baked ham and Turkey-ham to be even MORE specific.
4. What, in your opinion, is the worst song ever? Something annoying and fast.
5. Who was your very favorite teacher growing up, and why? Miss B! Aw man, she was great. And slightly crazy. Which made her great!
6. What personal activity, when performed in public, bothers you the most? Applying make up. It's really weird, and freaks me out when people do it in their car! Don't put on makeup, DRIVE, dummkopf!
7. Ok, so there's a $50 bill lying on the ground. You pick it up. Dumbfounded by your incredible luck, what do you selfishly purchase? Manga. That only buys me 5 books.
8. Do you have a reoccuring nightmare? If so, explain. No one recurring one.
9. Name one place on Earth you've never been, but vow to visit at least once. Tokyo and Tara. Two places- whatever!
10. You notice that question #9 wasn't really a question. You feel smart for catching such a small detail. What else can you do really well that reminds you how smart you are? I can talk to animals! :D *crickets* That's not really smart, is it?
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Hoopefully, you now know more than you ever wanted to about Kiyo! Yay!
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
A Glossary of Kiyo
Often, when I say things, people say 'Huh?!'. So I'm designing this glossary to easily translate Kiyo-speak, which is often laced with Japanese and German.
Nyow - Nyow is a Cat Kiyoko drew in Algebra class. Nyow tends to be cuter than Kyonkichi (Neko-kun, Kyo Sohma, Kyon Kyon, etc) when drawn in ani form. Nyow is her 'Fall back cat' - if she can't think of something, or Kyo-neko-san refuses to be drawn, Nyow will cheerfully take his spot. Nyow was named after the sound cat's make.
Nani? - She asked you 'What?' in Japanese. Duh.
Gomen OR Gomenasai - She's apologizing. In japanese.
Neko-kun, Nezumi-kun, Kitsune-kun - This one actually takes a bit of explaining. She recently (randomly) decided to call the Juuinshi and Naruto (and anyone associated with an animal) by that animal. The exceptions are Momiji, who she calls Miji-kun (and other, more admiring names), and Kyo, simply because Kyonkichi gets a better reaction.
Ne? - Either you caught her off gaurd, she's using it in place of "no?" or "right?" at the end of a sentence, or she's randomly tacking it on because she thinks it looks cool. In any case, you can generally ignore it.
Baka - Fool, or idiot. She uses this one a LOT.
Bishounen - Pretty boy. Uses it to describe boys she likes or boys in Shoujo Manga. Includes Ed (MegaTokyo), Momiji Sohma (Fruits Basket), Yuki Sohma (Fruits Basket), Megumi Hanajima (Fruits Basket), Most of the Sohma's (Fruits Basket), Hunny-chan (OHCHS), and many others. She says on occasion, when confronted with the fact that she has multiple anime crushes: "It's not my fault I'm attracted to bishounen!"
Dummkopf - German for Stupid head. Used when she wants to insult people without them knowing it. (a surprising amount of people know baka.)
Kyuu - The sound of a sigh. Used rarely, and in various forms.
Kyuu... - She's either sad, sick, or otherwise afflicted. This includes thinking too hard.
Kyuu~ - She's extremely comfortable with her enviroment. Used most often when in a warm place drinking hot tea.
Cool - She's interested, but not really. She doesn't want to dissapoint you, though.
Cool! - She's genuinely interested. She cares about what you're saying, and applauds it/you.
Sugoi! - She's extremely interested. She's very happy for whatever is getting the benefit, or is truly excited. Sugoi means "cool" in japanese.
Nyow - Nyow is a Cat Kiyoko drew in Algebra class. Nyow tends to be cuter than Kyonkichi (Neko-kun, Kyo Sohma, Kyon Kyon, etc) when drawn in ani form. Nyow is her 'Fall back cat' - if she can't think of something, or Kyo-neko-san refuses to be drawn, Nyow will cheerfully take his spot. Nyow was named after the sound cat's make.
Nani? - She asked you 'What?' in Japanese. Duh.
Gomen OR Gomenasai - She's apologizing. In japanese.
Neko-kun, Nezumi-kun, Kitsune-kun - This one actually takes a bit of explaining. She recently (randomly) decided to call the Juuinshi and Naruto (and anyone associated with an animal) by that animal. The exceptions are Momiji, who she calls Miji-kun (and other, more admiring names), and Kyo, simply because Kyonkichi gets a better reaction.
Ne? - Either you caught her off gaurd, she's using it in place of "no?" or "right?" at the end of a sentence, or she's randomly tacking it on because she thinks it looks cool. In any case, you can generally ignore it.
Baka - Fool, or idiot. She uses this one a LOT.
Bishounen - Pretty boy. Uses it to describe boys she likes or boys in Shoujo Manga. Includes Ed (MegaTokyo), Momiji Sohma (Fruits Basket), Yuki Sohma (Fruits Basket), Megumi Hanajima (Fruits Basket), Most of the Sohma's (Fruits Basket), Hunny-chan (OHCHS), and many others. She says on occasion, when confronted with the fact that she has multiple anime crushes: "It's not my fault I'm attracted to bishounen!"
Dummkopf - German for Stupid head. Used when she wants to insult people without them knowing it. (a surprising amount of people know baka.)
Kyuu - The sound of a sigh. Used rarely, and in various forms.
Kyuu... - She's either sad, sick, or otherwise afflicted. This includes thinking too hard.
Kyuu~ - She's extremely comfortable with her enviroment. Used most often when in a warm place drinking hot tea.
Cool - She's interested, but not really. She doesn't want to dissapoint you, though.
Cool! - She's genuinely interested. She cares about what you're saying, and applauds it/you.
Sugoi! - She's extremely interested. She's very happy for whatever is getting the benefit, or is truly excited. Sugoi means "cool" in japanese.
Monday, November 3, 2008
This just proves my sanity's going out the window
Alot of the time, RPG's go on in my head. Then, when someone starts to chat with me, I'm in the middle of one. So, obviously, I drag them into it. My friends are so patient. The most often of these are the infamous Haruhi fights. No, I don't fight with Haruhi- I fight over her with Hikaru. You see, I'm in great distress that he won't date her, though I don't mind that he's dating Hana-chan. Often, I'll randomly lash out at him about it. It makes for odd conversations.
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